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Mudvayne
Kill I Oughta (1997)



1. Poop Loser

Your a mother fuckin' piece of shit and you'll never amount
to nothing. A fuckin piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothing.


2. Seed

Fall down
Cant pick myself up off the ground
Head down
I see catastrophy
And its right in front of me
Mother father please dont make me choose between you
I love both of you
Mother please, all i want to be is just little me
Father please, all i want to be is your son
No fair
Tresspass the tiny mind of a child
Despair
In my world surrounds me
Its immersed me
Rips right through me
Remember
The day they told me-im so scared
Suffer
My wounds not healing
Mother please, all i want to be is just little me
Father please, all i want to be is your son
Sometimes
In dark my mind will roam
To a time
Ispent alone as a child, as a small boy
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
I died that day
All i want to say
Mother please, all i want to be is a little deep
inside of you
Father please, all i want to be is a little me back
inside of you
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck!


3. Cultivate

What you dreed, can't let go!
Dah!
Dah!

Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you
Guilty toys for your insides
Just plead and i'll conduct you

Believe in me, i'm the juice recieve from me
The hand of truth in still your trust
I'll take you there
Penetrate and run, run through

Feel it so warm
Branded forearm
Synthetic high to drain you
Accelerated poles, blood rush through

Branded forearm
MuDvAyNe returned
Inner mutiny, lost tranquility

Broken people fixed again plumbing christened with disorder
You took a pill that was in the drain
Took a spell to possess you, why?

You embrace me for the high
Unfocused black swells as you die
Inner silence solicits sympathy
Departed being struggles so desperatly

I'm so outside myself
Breathless body betrays my cry for help

Lifeless i lie, lifeless and so passified
Rest in earth, rest in peace
Await rebirth as i roll up my sleeves

Roll up my fuckin' sleeves

Feel it so warm
Branded forearm
Masticate you as i cultivate through

Your life I loathe
Motherfucker!

Scrambled being your impressions leaking
Sins been basoned in you
Do what I do just to see it through you
Your life is death now
Consequenses been plowed under earth

Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust
Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust
I said ashes to ahes, and dust to dust
Ashes to ashes, and dust to DUST

ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST
ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST
ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST
ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST

Want you dead so much!!!


4. Some Assembly Required

Holy god man
Well wont you lend me insight
To your counterfeited tyranny
Mouth fulls of christian view
Tthou hath to be blind
Ends so plain to me
Out of body and beside myself
Sold out ministry
Holy god man
Hows wealth and the brood
Mislayed mind i'm in
>From deceit that you induce
Descend to knees of lust
His holiness been brought
Imperils rise distinguished lies
God fall
All rise
Behold the heaven sent an angel to deprive
Your law
All lies
God fall
Baptized in dust is your soul
Holy god man
Im losing patience with you
Your sacreligious spellsin mind
Confusion walks in front of you
Your miracles have deceased
Unpretnetious family's plead
Please heal our boy
Save our boy
All the false things your preach
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me
What goes around comes back to you 7x


5. I.D.I.O.T.

Through my skin you climb,
To my eyes
I say goodbye
Now that you're on the inside
Blinded eyes in front of you hide
Fucked with me
I was an idiot
You fucked with me
And i havent done shit
All about everything that im against so fuck this i dont need your shit
Life is pain and pain is my life
Life is pain and pain is my life
In your mind I was just a novelty
So does this define how you feel towards me
Do unto me what has been done to
You feed off the pain thats been reproduced
Fucked with me
I was an idiot
Fucked with me
And i didnt do shit i fuckin hurt so bad now,
So i think i'll just lie down...
I don't need you i just need me
I don't believe in you, so dont believe in me
Pain pain go away, come again some other day
Pain pain go away,
Don't need this mother fuckin shit, now anyway
I don't need you i just need me
I don't believe in you, so dont believe in me
Life is pain and pain is my life
I dont need you i just need me
I dont believe in you, dont believe in me


6. Central Disposal

My perspective on life is pain
Sponge textured soul so porous i cant drain
I just absorb violations of the pledge
You swore to me your perjury
Detours the life of my child
Chicanery from you for me violates natural instincts in you
Dissolve does the sibling
Artificial sympathy You braid the noose you hang me in guilt your guilt
You blame me septen up the empathy
Broken lover in your head
Mental material mother she left and dead
Glacial feeling inherited
Pathetic mode of principle
Now i see the industry where you belong is killing
My deception in life was you
You bring all the pain that im used to
Double vision is my view
Conditions that tear right through my mind pain...
In my head i harness
It keeps my faith frigid love..
In my body doesnt breathe hate..
dont know how much i fuckin hate you
Look what you've done to me
You won't leave me alone
Come back
No no no


7. Coal

My soul simply wont bleed
coal blackened walls surround my scene
hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
forfeited courage keeps me in need
and i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
my soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb
i cant hear the shit been preached to me
losses i cound, you rip through from my mind
and take my thoughts from me
my mind, my space inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy
heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit
my acceptence sometimes disturbing
my appearence shows no sympathy
me in this state of mind my balance off balance but i
push through this dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles
wrapped with vines
each tie that binds represents another
dream demise
oh fuck i need a handle in my life
I know that there is no esacape for me
This sweating i dont mind
Just fused with insanity
dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles
wrapped with vines
each tie that binds represents another
dream demise
oh fuck i need a handle in my life
in my life
my soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
forfeited courage keeps me in need
My life is meaningless now is it you that i thank
 
L.D. 50 (2000)



1. Monolith

[First voice]
...These symptoms suggested that our evolution, I suppose, from the animal kingdom into the human kingdom itself was catalyzed, or triggered by our encounter with these hallucenogenics, and...

[Second voice]
...Yes, we are an ape with a symbiotic relationship to a mushroom, and that has given us self reflection, language, religion and all the spectrum of effects that flow from these things...

[First voice again]
...And one can only wonder how these hallucinogens might effect our future evolution as well...

[Second voice again]
...They have brought us to this point, and as we make our relationship to them concious, we may be able to take control of our furute evolutionary path...


2. Dig

I would love to beat the face,
Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me,
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold,
I'm drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

I struggle in violated space,
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,
Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight,
I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid in my space
Pissing in my face
Fuck you while you try
To fuck me

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock up to your head,
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fuck

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe
Dead man dangling from a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel bob away


3. Internal Primates Forever

Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in,
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need,
My invisible enemies all my monkeys

Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me
away.

Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get
away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to
kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need
can't get free always got a grip on me

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance

Do you want more give it to me

Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience
Don't want it need it come on right now

[chorus voice 2]
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be

Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face

Help! They won't leave me alone

If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it
back,
I'd take it back I'd take it all fuckin' back

Stay away stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance

Even if you want you can't stop

Internal primates forever


4. -1

Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen
behind the doors to a life meaningless less than 0 in me all my walls
falling down pains aloft misery
I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments
went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness
walk from me everything systematically

Come on youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live

Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun
I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross
you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake
up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of
me your taunting I wake up

Come on youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Tell me nOW!
Tell me nOW!

Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure
In me......calling......loser......man I'm the
Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me....

Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside
of me,
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside
of me,
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me

Come on
I know youweretheone youweretheone
Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision
Don't need you to tell me who to be
Don't need you to tell me what to be
Don't need you to tell me how to ascend
Don't need you to tell me how to live


5. Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors
aroma's thickwith age mark off the day reflections of
my life are fading

Pull me out somebody don't want it don't want in,
Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in
Structure that's collapsing don't want it,
Hasten to take the body don't want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will god
accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of
my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it
Hasten to take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run around fly kites wrestle jump and
play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past
time receive me or cast me away, god please take me
away
resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own
being satisfy
selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to
what's waiting for me

On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm
coming I'm, coming, I'm coming, I'm coming home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want
it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want
it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run around fly kites wrestle jump and
play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams
souls searching
death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's
hands death
blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an
eye and
fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins
unveiling rancid
petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a
blink and a
tear
...death blooms.


6. Golden Ratio



7. Cradle

Breathe...
Push...
...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now
you were never there for me never there to carry me,
26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look
what you've done to me realize what you've done to

Me

I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the
bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment

It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,
What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to
guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by
myself

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you.
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you.

Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone.
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left.
Feels like I've never been loved.
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me.
Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone.
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away .

Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar.
Innocence displaced.
Been left.

Here I stand now and I'm alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I'll .
I'll walk through as long as I need.
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me.

Found I've never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life.
Endless plight that circulates through my body.
I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind and renounce my being.

I can't see going on.

I can't see
I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering.
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please,
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me.
I'll get by myself

I can't see going on fuck it.


8. Nothing To Gein

Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away,
With my love,
That's all she's ever needed, from me
It's my time, to mother,
One of my own in my life,
I am so alone, left with no one
In my life, I'm so alone

Life submissiveness,
Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his
mother,
At least that's what she said,
Life of a simple man,
Taught that everyone else is dirty,
And their love is meaningless,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy,

Sheltered life innocence,
Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head,
Duality in my consciousness,
Caught in the war of hemispheres,
Between the love lost in my head,
Mommy do you still live inside of me,
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding,
Protected me my whole life from everything,
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine,
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,

Deliver the remains from her womb of earth,
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth,
Covert understanding of novice surgery,
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
For sickness I'm masticating,
Dancing and masturbating,
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face

If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick,
If I bathe myself in others blood

Blame mother for the sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself..

Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far
away,

[Chorus]

Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is
meaningless
I'm so soiled
Soiled


9. Mutatis Mutandis



10. Everything And Nothing

We swallow the spit
Steal acceptance
Lend denial
Tellin' me that my life is free and boundless
And then I'm forced to stay between the lines
The construct death
To demolish life
Plant the seeds to harvest loss
Found that empty truth is full of lies

Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies

We're hoping for despair
Starvation's gluttony
Subtle chaotic peace
War divided unity
Pro life
Pro choice
Blinded insight
Left wing
Right wing
Black
White
Leaders following

I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing

I am Everything
(i am nothing)
I am Everything
(i am nothing)

Stop fuckin' with me
I'm the accused (A human not a machine)
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me (A human not a machine)
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty
Motherfuckin' human
Not a machine (Not a machine)
Stop fuckin' with me
I'm the accused (A human not a machine)
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me (A human not a machine)
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty
Motherfuckin' human (Not a machine)
Not a machine

Lay your hands upon me
In search for answers inviting
Constant struggle inside me
Guide me through
this everything that's nothing
It's all right to be afraid
They suffocate a time for us to change
Build palettes full of blacks and grays to shade our faces
They shape our lives and disturb your space
Your hopes ran out upon that day
They played my life like it was some kind of fuckin' game
A bunch of bigots
They have no room to receive the blame
So now I guess I'll be the one to improve the tears
Your fears
The loss
Your sacrifice given up for years
Walking my life on the lines that they decide
I'm waiting for the end of time
Praying for the end of time
Pray for the end of time

I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing

I am Everything
(i am nothing)
I am Everything
(i am nothing)

Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine)
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy (A human not a machine)
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty (A human not a machine)
Motherfuckin' human
Not a machine
Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine)
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy (A human not a machine)
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty (A human not a machine)
Motherfuckin' human
Not a machine (Not a machine)


11. Severed

And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate
They shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,

Come on, STEP OUT, of your rind,
Assemble strength, focus, and release..

And run to me you can never look back to the visions from the
past they fade and wilt in time,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away,

Eclipse you,
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse you,
I spit up on my plate, push everything away, from me

And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
Spare your life and leave me to my misery,

GET OFF THE CROSS, and save yourself, RUN AWAY YOU'LL BE O.K.

Run now get away from me if I can get my grip
I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head, you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my
past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I'll turn and walk away

I walk under clouds of gray,
Sphere of storms in my head,
I'm trapped again in endless rain

I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me,
I divorce your innocence and my guilt,
I divorce the lying sellout confidence,
I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless,
I divorce the makeshift harmony,
I divorce the taunting acts of violence,
I divorce the pastime of jealousy,
I divorce control,
I divorce the faith,
I divorce the virtue,
I divorce the rain,
I divorce the excuse,
I divorce the greed,
I divorce the need,
I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life,
Just want it all to go away,
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
In this mother fuckin bullshit life, in this fucking bullshit life

I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore,
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away,
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity,
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate.. Separate.. Separate.. SEPARATE!

Eclipse you
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur,
I need you
It's always been this way, I push it all away,
From me


12. Recombinant Resurgence



13. Prod

Emotions inside us troubling,
The hatred inside us escalating,
The sickness inside us keeps us weak,
The masses inside of us suffering they are bleeding,
The calling inside us sick with greed,
The voices calling to us deafening we're not listening

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Swat at the flies omit disgust

The leaders inside us posturing,
The pollution inside of us suffocating me,
The science inside us menacing
The will that's inside of us its dying end is coming

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

Wash me off inside, wash me off inside

We're killing ourselves killers
Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance,
Too late to save us from ourselves,
Callous minds against trust and confidence,
Too late to give a damn now
Too late to save us from ourselves, too late to make it all go
away,
Too late to beg pardons from the mother, too late to give a damn

Now we'll sit and wait

Wait wait for the coming. of the end
Wait for the coming the killing the ending the plight of man
Deserving no mercy expelling by god's hand,
It's okay the ending it's over no more pain .

Emotion the hatred the sickness the calling


14. Pharmaecopia

Does your god come in a capsule,
To sedate you tear the walls down,
Headless prison cannibals chew,
to consume you bring the alien,

Halcium and morphine,
5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine,
Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine,
Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD,
Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to me I want it

These are just a few of my favorite things [X 2]

Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine,
Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol,
Amanita muscaria,
Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine,
Cylotec and harmaline
Give it all to me I want it

Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you,
Tear the walls down, headless prison,
Cannibals chew to consume you,
Bring the alien

You can't kill me,
I'm already dead
Inside my hole,
Inside my head,
We just beg for any way to be sedated,
It's all about escaping,
Numb to me,
Numb body from this hell,

I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving,
I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding,
I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping,
I can feel them living, I can feel this,
Consume, take in, plunging, plumbing,
Instruments prying, aliens inside me,
Tooling the machine,
Intoxicating,
Feel it unfolding, riddles in me

It's all about escaping, we just beg for any way to get away
Who do you bow down to, does your god come in a capsule or on a
plate
They're trying to sedate you, swallow self and bring on the alien
You tried to kill me, I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world


15. Under My Skin

Nailed inside my head,
Fuck this I don't need your shit,
All the lies deceit and arrogance,
Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game,
Like you fuckin' know me,
Just go far away and be small,
Run far away and be small,
Go lie in a hole and be small,

Thorns, splinters, pushing,
Under my skin,
They want in,
Sharpened tongue to penetrate me,

If you really think you got what it takes to be me,
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being,
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me,
Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the
freak,

That is me, fucker, come on,

Disturb, search me, prying up all my scales
To get in lance the core to penetrate me,

So you want inside of me,
So you want a piece of this,
So you want to tear me down, for your own selfish wants and needs

Disturb, search me, prying, up all my scales,
To get in, lance the core to penetrate me,

So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of me,
So you want to drag me down,
For your own selfish wants and needs

You were there like a punk,
Just to get in my face,
Wanted in me wanted to be
Till I gave you a taste
Don't need your goddamn pressure
Frontin' stress I'm superman motherfucker
Without the "s" on my chest
Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black
On your back drop your ass like a heart attack
Rippin' through your life like a motherfuckin'
Hurricane fist full of Novocain for the pain
You're nothing in my life in my head
You're nothing in my life in my land
Nailed inside my head

You're under my fuckin' skin!
I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry
And threaten place always in my face I think it's time for them
to
Go away always in my fuckin' space,
Always in my scene always in my sight,
Always in my way

You're dead to me punk ass fuck .

There's nothing left


16. (K)now F(orever)

Frozen moments in time,
Stopped hourglass,
They predicate, what you will know,
Dispositions lie within,
And so do we,
Don't want to run.
Don't want to hide,
Renounce the prayers for inspiration,
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary,

I feel the stares piercing,
So sorry to soil your precious eyes,
Reflections spoon-feed you,
The bitterness and disgust that is me,
If you choose to reach out to lend to me,
I'll chew off your hand

I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm in touch with myself,
All alone within myself,
All one. Alone

Do what you will make it the whole of your law,
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what makes you
Pull down the shades internal light can be blinding
Brilliance
I'm not begging for your fuckin' change,
I'm just begging for a fuckin' change,
Complacence quenched of me

Lineage is ending

I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me

Cut your throat, be the martyr, bitter pills, that we swallow,

Take me, chase me, swallow with me

Know, now, know, now

Inside of truth, coming to, close to me, ground consumes and embraces
me
Now forever

Born again,
I'm repositioning,
Self inside to self non-dimensional,
Lost to being,
I've recognized the cause,
Existence to come, alive now forever

I am once was
...that is me
I am once was,
That is me

I'm broken altered vacillating force,
Round square corners circles dance around wet figures,
Prisoner of time I'm no more,
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing,
It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in tim
 
The End Of All Things To Come (2002)



1. Silenced

Sticker this, censor this, ban this, we've got something to say!
Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway!
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced!

Listen here.
Is it a possibility that we're all just equal? Slam the power down, abusing!
Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game?
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality!

No more... we're not buying your product when you're selling the words
preaching silence!

Insult me in my home where you were never invited To live life off your
curve, frustrating!
Throw sticks into the spokes to relieve insecurities.
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom of speech!
SO WRONG!

Sticker this, censor this, ban this, we've got something to say!
Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway!
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced!
SILENCED!

Don't tell me what I want, don't tell me what I need.
Don't tell me how I need to feel, I feel GODDAMN NOTHING!
Dig the eyes out of my face, I can still see right fucking through you.
Fuck you and everything you are, I'm me, we're us, and that's all!
Closed mind with a forum to criticize, keep your policy and I've got mine.
Exploit me, fabricate your lies, we empower these cowards just to be left in
silence!

Listen here:
Stand on my soapbox and speak my own peace. Whatever you may think, it's
REAL!
Prevail through what is me and step on your beliefs.
Thieving spineless sell-outs robbing our integrity!

BRING IT ON!

Sticker this, censor this, ban this, we've got something to say!
Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway!
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm...


2. Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream

Do I deserve these beatings? Hating me, well then cut. Cut the noose and let
me fall away.
I'm growing weak and tired of you, and your little shoving games,
Fucking pushing me.
You pulled the trigger, trapped in the wake of your...

DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting me, I'm
overcome
I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so
unstoppable.
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in
you.

My sanctuary calling my name, so I run through to the light, weeping through
a cloud.
Darkened by a tainted dream of me, being pummeled by the tide crushing,
killing me.
But I can't wake up, trapped in the wake of a...

DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting me, I'm
overcome
I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so
unstoppable.
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in
you.

Call it, call it a truce, I'm believing in it more and more.
Comfort, purge the truth, I'll believe it, I'm so weak and sore.
Shadowed, hide and seek, but you never looked, I wait behind the door.
Call out, bite the hand that is feeding, COMPASSION NO MORE!

I HOPE I NEVER WAKE UP!

Dream sewing, filters distort reality of what is mine.
Through light this mind awakens, I draw the line from then and now.
Awake and dreaming, forgotten past... future becomes MINE!

Throw the chains all away, take control of your life.
Powers known, this is my...
Throw the chains all away, take control of your life.
Powers known, THIS IS MY...

DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting me, I'm
overcome
I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so
unstoppable.
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in
you.


3. Not Falling

Always known in all my time, a little left of center now.
Reflect as I realize that all I need
Is to find the middle pillar path, to sit like the sun by a star in the sky
and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down! I, I bleed- the demons that drag
me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of
calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...
For me and no one else.

Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me.
I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow.
Infecting, I feel alive. Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, point your fingers at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down! I, I bleed- the demons that drag
me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of
calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...
For me and no one else.

Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless!
Come play, come play kill. Just be.


4. (Per)Version Of A Truth

When everything is lost (peel it all away). Haunting us with questions
(asking).
Will we ever find the smile inside (no), is it hiding behind the sweating
eyes (bleeding)?
Dead inside - a scream that's pouring from me!

I'm planted in this skin (constricting and pulling me).
This dirty, filthy skin (rancid and stinging me!)
I burn behind the walls (that have become my world).
The bearer of a gift, FUCK YOUR GIFT!

TRUTH DOES NOT EXIST, but the lies do... (2x)
They're buried in the skin, evolved.

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there. (Alone) Inside of lies buried in me,
WHY?!
Born into a world; never asked to be here. Try to forget truth doesn't exist,
TRUTH!
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, TRUTH! DAATH!

Always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away).
A room that I remember (portraits I carry).
Try letting go of this space (bad habits can't kick me).
The fool that fell from heaven, HEAVEN!

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there. (Alone) Inside of lies buried in me,
WHY?!
Born into a world; never asked to be here. Try to forget truth doesn't exist,
TRUTH!
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, TRUTH!

Maybe we're all the children of a star, misguided in direction, our
misdirection.
Pardon me while I pray for light.

I'm not the only one that walks between the rain, there are many.
I'm not the only one when everything is lost that doesn't surrender.

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there inside of lies buried in me, WHY?!
(Alone.)
Blind walking through a world, I never asked to be here.

Versions of the truth, I'm not the only one.
LIES!


5. Mercy, Severity

We've come here from so far away, I can save you if you leave it all behind.
This suffering's been far too long, would you take a trip with me on the back of a star?
I feel like earth's gravity is just here to pull us down!

Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away.
Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space.
Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, strap me down and send the ship away!
Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape!

This dark womb wraps and covets me, redefining, understanding if you open up the heart.
Nurturing this phenomenon. We can carry on our wings, our wings through the dark.
Lightning flashes of insight into the mirth of a dark sky...
Pain of division is nothing, joy of disillusion is everything!

Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away.
Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space.
Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, strap me down and send the ship away!
Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape!

Portal sits deep within the eye!
The eye of Yin's severity, rewards understanding.
Portal sits deep within the eye!
The eye of Yin's severity, rewards understanding.

Blackness consumes body comforts core of nothing. [2X]
Mother, I can remember a vault of security.
Can you take me away, would you take me away, won't you take me away, AWAY!

Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away.
Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space.
Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, strap me down and send the ship away!
Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape!


6. A World So Cold

When passion's lost, and all the trust is gone, way too far for way too long.
Children crying, cast out and neglected... only in a world so cold, only in a
world this cold.

Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them
drift away.
Some might say we've done the wrong things for way too long, for way too long...

Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your
names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the
wounds of us.
Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head
games)
Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so
cold...

Burning whispers remind me of the days. I was left alone in a world this
cold.
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause. I'm left alone in a world
so cold!

Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your
names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the
wounds of us.
Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head
games)
Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so
cold...

I'm flying, I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so
COLD!

Why does everyone feel like my enemy, don't want any part of depression or
darkness.
I've had enough, sick and tired, bring the sun or I'm gone... OR I'M GONE!

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn, no motherfucking slave to this -
Never lied, never left, never lived, never loved.
Never lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone else.
Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about anything!

Backing out, giving up, no motherfucking slave to this.
Never lied, never left, never lived, never loved.
Never lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone else.
Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about anything!

I need to find a darkened corner, a lightless corner where it's safe and
calmer.
I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the
wounds of us.
I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so
cold.

I'm flying, I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so
COLD!


7. The Patient Mental

Patient, just as I am, as always.
Watch the time go by, nothing left to pass by.
The minutes follow me, drunken little people work away in me.

Why won't they leave me, leave me alone?
When I don't even want me, want me.

I have to kill the words before they form my sentence.
The sentence that is me, judged by those that carry.
The patient sits in cradled arms that comfort me by strangling.

Why won't they leave me, leave me alone?
When I don't even want me, want me.

The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back.
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone?
A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.

They have to kill the meal before they can consume.
Consume my inner peace without the understanding.
Trapped inside the works, the hands are moving me.

The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back.
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone?
A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.

Release me, let me go, why do they observe me?
There's nothing here to cure.
I can see the silhouettes that sit behind the mirror.
I'm just like a clock upon the wall - always moving, but never going
anywhere.

The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back.
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone?
A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.


8. Skrying

This puzzle's dead inside, missing pieces growing eyes, mystery.
Little girls severity, little boys begging mercy.
Sticks break at me, cost of life at 23.
Price of pain - a golden ring, all crimson.
Melting body, rubber world; battle axe with locks of curls, INTROVERTED.

My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
That place you would go to make things okay...

1000 points for insect stings, glue my spirit, break my wings, misery.
Libido steams, infectious whore... cauterize and forge the sword.
REMEMBER KILLING!

Children learning the secret knock,
A nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to make things okay.
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
That place you would go to take pain away...

Games of passion taste so sweet, cut his throat and slaughter meat, my
secrets.
Seven heads for seven seas, darkened voices plead disease, dismembering me.

Children wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep in that place.
That place you would go to try to escape.
Children learning the secret knock,
A nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to make things okay.
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
That place you would go to take pain away...

Skrying through reflections in a pool, I see death coming, mowing down.
Do you remember the bedroom, was it your cell or was it your tomb?
[Repeat, screamed.]

You're living through my hell. [2X]

Children learning the secret knock,
A nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to make things okay.
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
That place you would go to take pain away...


9. Solve Et Coagula

Fire, fire. I dissolve and solidify, destroy to recreate.
Disassemble to assemble something pure.
Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la...
Kill to be born again, cycled a thousand times.

Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time is here now.
Fire, four corners to rise... fire, rise!
Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the cleansing, it's time.
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky... fire!

I construct a new institution, not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete, or
steel.
Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la...
Distill to purify, we've done it a thousand times.

Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time is here now.
Fire, four corners to rise... fire, rise!
Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the cleansing, it's time.
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky... fire!

Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to the sky.
Burn all the martyrs!

Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time is here now.
Fire, four corners to rise... fire, rise!
Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the cleansing, it's time.
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky... fire!


10. Shadow Of A Man

Mirror, mirror, upon the wall... I'm asking you
Who is the most confused of them all?
Mirror, mirror, subservient twin screams back at me "you."
You sick flawless mime, I want to break you. Yeah, you're a clever one...

Do you reflect me, or do I reflect you, are you inside of another world?
I want to break through... yeah, you're a clever one.

Is this a tool, can I step through?
To find another plane or just a shadow of a man?
A superficial tool to support the vanity of weak...
When you don't love yourself.

If life's as painful on your side,
I'll break your existence and cut through mine.
You're a clever one.

Are you a tool, can I step through?
To find another plane or just a shadow of a man?
Are you my brother? You look like me trapped inside another world.
My lost twin... just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak
When you don't love yourself.

Mirror upon the wall, am I the reflection of you?
Mirror upon the wall, are you staring back through?
Understanding has no place within my world on your side.

Are you a tool, can I step through?
To find another plane or just a shadow of a man?
Are you my brother? You look like me trapped inside another world.
My lost twin... just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak
When you don't love yourself.


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12. The End Of All Things To Come

All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders.
Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.
Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself.
All over with! We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.

I'm killing every fucking thing
Until somebody gets the fucking point, the point I'm trying to make.
I lead the mice on parade down to the river of kool aid and open up the flood
gates.
I need a barrel of cyanide; a pile of strychnine
Until the whole damned world is dead, start over again!

All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders.
Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.

Stop talking, negotiating...
Your feeble attempts towards world peace, give me a fucking break.
Need world-wide genocide, planetary suicide!
And when the whole damn world is dead, there's your fucking peace!

All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders.
Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.
Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself.
All over with! We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.

Oxygen wasters, come on!

We've come to save you... to save you from yourselves.
Kill or be killed.

All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders.
Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.
Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself.
All over with! We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.


13. A Key To Nothing

No more doors, no more locks, no more windows, no more box.
No more, no less, no more six foot digs, no more hypocrites!

No more emptiness, no more consequence, no more puppet strings, no more
disease.
No more growing up, no more happiness, no more lying down, no more
complacence.

I have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small killing.
Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as it seems to be.

No more nothing, no more anything, no more you, no more me.
No more posturing victories, no more nations to defeat, no more speaking
truth, no more deceit.
No more holding down, no more pushing me, no more new world order, no more
anarchy!

I have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small killing.
Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as it seems to be.

I'm washing my hands of the whole thing.

I want no more nothing.

I have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small killing.
Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as it seems to be.
I'm washing my hands of everything, of everything we are.


14. Goodbye

[Special Edition DVD]

Pendulum stops and falls away
Life sifted through like sand
Storms of summer rain
Flooding lifelines in our hands
Our skin of blood and bone
Gently close to dust and blows
Our home of blood and bone
Pulls through the ground and so....
Unstoppable
These feelings of loss
So unstoppable
Egging through to the marrow of bones
Just let it go
Pain willing in your eyes
Just let me go
Dry the tears that fall

And remember
When everything is typical
I'll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
Goodbye....

See you another goodbye
I..See you another goodbye
See you another goodbye
See you another...

Peeling killers rise
Precious circle is mended
Sense vertigo in you
So I'll be your halo
So unstoppable
My love for you
So unstoppable
Memories of you

Just remember
When everything is typical
I'll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
But still please...

Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I've lost sight
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I've lost sight

Remember
That nothing here is typical
I'll be the wish upon a star
I've lost something so magical
And gone so far
Just remember
When everything seems difficult
I'll be shining from a far
When it feels like things have gone away
I'll see you again

I'll see you again, Goodbye
I'll see you again, Goodbye
I'll see you again, Goodbye
I'll see you again, Goodbye
I'll see you again, Goodbye....


15. On The Move

[Special Edition DVD]

Pack up my shit I'm on the road like Kerouac (whooo)
Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (down down)
People aquarium always on the move (get more)
Set it up pack it up giddy up giddy up, whooo!

I love it, whooo!
I hate it

Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go
Not a life, not a love
Not a motherfuckin' minute to spare (god damn)
3 65 24/7 on the move (hey)
Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there (now)

I'm living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone

When my worlds only gonna P to TM
We'll be choppin' him dead inside, until I'm dead (yeah)
Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (god damn)
Gotta push it more and this way I am alone (hey)

I'm living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone

This circus cycle family
If faces aren't so strange
Faces becoming more familiar
Day by day
Sharing becomes closer
Day by day
The world becomes our home

DAY - we'll turn up with nothing
NIGHT - but we'll be back sometime
DAY - if its ready I'm ready
NIGHT - I've lived a life today
DAY - I'm healing the bleeding
NIGHT - dead now to back alive
DAY - I've been through another
DAY - I'm living the life, yeah right

I know my place is on this road - I can't be sorry
Reflect on all the words that fell aside - my tragedy
I have followed my life and all the curves that it's thrown me
Now at least I know I've found my home
Where I belong!
 
 
Lost And Found (2005)




1. Determined

Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason,
Yeah

I'm tired of holdin' up the weight,
The weight of the motherfuckin' world.
All I want is just to get right here
Right now.
We struggle and fight just to get in a grave
That's overflowing
Clock's ticking on my fifteen minutes of fame
Come on now, one two three go

So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason,
Yeah

I'm flushing the trust of everyone
Stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me
Set my sight can't die 'till I'm done, mind endurance
Never wanted anymore than what I deserve
Better bring it I'm taking it all
Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile
It's on now one two three go

So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason,
Yeah

This fire,
Is growing,
Is burning
Deep inside of me.
Focused,
Driven,
Certain,
The way it's got to be.

Fire.
Growing.
Burning.
Deep inside of me,
Focused,
Driven,
Certain,
The way it's got to be.

Crooked.
No trust.
Liars.
Conmen.
Drunk with
Power.
Mentor.
Taught me everything that I know...

So wrong,
Wrong,
Wrong,
Wrong...

One two three GO...

So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason,
Yeah

Go...
I'm fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
I'm fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason,
Yeah


2. Pushing Through

Rip the womb
Feeling so sorry
Selfish and sore
WISH I WASN'T BORN
Piece by piece I can carry it all
Strength to be driven
So unforgiving anything is possible
Like leaving you all
I'm turning my back on this killing so small

Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you

Salt the wound
Cut through a conscience I've failed to explore
The calm before the storm
Speak your peace and prepare for the fall
Words have been chosen
Tainting the gift
Lying truth's so incredible
So fuck you all
I'm turning my back on this killing so small

Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you

Spread the word
The killing is over
Spread the word
The killing is over

Severed, more than I am, more than I ever was,
Blindside, threatened, my worth, sequestered
Deliverance
You stoned a part of me
You've taken a part of me

Try
You wanted to be
Wanted to have a life
You wanted to fight
Wanted the right...Your lies
Spoken to me without a conscious
No right
Why
Breaking a mold
Breaking the trust
A child
Innocent lost
Ultimate cost
The loss
Life so undone
Deserted the seed
You've buried the bottle

Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you

Step by step I'm pushing through
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through

Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing through


3. Happy?

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh this pressured center rising
My life over turned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy
 
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